I miss you so very much. I am full of fear. I only recently lost my sister and the pain I feel is like no other I've felt. as a mother I want to be matter of fact on the issue, but also as the mother who lost her baby, it makes me terribly sad for both of my children, Lilly and Katie Mae . Thank you for the beautiful poem. I just feel confused. I remember her well.. my mother fell apart after, she was so depressed and would tell me, " I wanna die gab.. Her license is still good! She passed away on the 4th May at 7 am following an aneurysm. My Friend Of Misery Tab by Metallica with free online tab player. His character "sunk" as far as Elizabeth is concerned. It touched me deeply. People tell me time will heal my pain it's been 5 years and I still cry like it was yesterday. Belinda Stotler I loved her so much and she loved me so much too. She is the godmother of my little precious girl...which I was told I could not have children. I lost my sister September 12, 2014 because she was talking on her phone and not paying attention to her driving and ran a stop sign that instantly cost her life. Every time I read it, it makes me cry!! Today is April 10, 2019, and on the 27th it marks her 1 year death anniversary. My heart is broken and will never be the same, I do not know how to live my life without her in it and I ask God to help me thru this heart ache and pain (as well as her husband and son) she was so beautiful inside and out with the most kind and loving heart, and always a big smile no matter what... not a day or hour goes by that I don't think of her, I will always love my sister with all of my heart and soul. The pain is not quite as acute as just 12, 14 months ago, but it’s constant. Every day is a struggle. I think about her daily. I love her a lot. I know that you are not suffering anymore physically and you are up in the stars as you hoped you would be. She turned to alcohol to kill her pain and ruined her pancreas and her liver in the process. I want to stay with you.” She was too weak to travel by car or flight, so I lied to her and said I would come fetch her on month’s end. She used to say together we made one good person. The pain is still as fresh today as it was the day I received the call that she had passed. Beckoning me to come join you on that white distant shore. Your poem says everything I would have liked to say about my sister. Somehow it's a comfort knowing I'm not the only one going through this. My sister died after coming to live with me last year. old in a horrible car accident.. My sister and I lost our baby sister 2 Oct 90, she was 31. Sabres' misery continues as winless streak reaches 16 games: Their last win came Feb. 23 in a 4-1 win over the New Jersey Devils. I read lots of articles on coping with grief to help me, plus a book I'd recommend entitled, "I Wasn't Ready to Say Goodbye: Surviving, Coping and Healing After the Sudden Death of a Loved One" (by Brook Noel). We called it 'not serious' after the doctor pointed to food poisoning (for the worst). Both … 'Be strong', people tell me; 'all those around you need to lean on you', they say. But she was cold. I couldn't go to school. It’s common and may just be a minor sensory anomaly, like tinnitus. Reading these poems just makes me realize that one day we will be together again. I know in a couple years it will likely be a little easier, but for now I want to be with her, hug her, and watch her interact with her kids and mine. I cry every time I think of her. All this, in a novel about two young girls … So many of us miss our loved ones greatly and we can feel alone in our grief, but this poem that so touched me made me realize that I am not alone and it is OK to still miss her horribly and mourn every once in a while. My lovely sis and I were very close. Suddenly, that person appears. My named is Alfred from the Philippines, 8 years ago when my sisters died due to gang rape and even today I still remember all the things we've been together, and I'm still missing her and the pain is still here in my heart, every night I pray for her and I never forget her smiles and face. My mom's oldest sister is passing. She called me baya ji and I called her billii, love you sister, Please don't forget me. I have moments where the grief feels like it is too painful for me to bear and that it is going to swallow me whole. We were so much alike, you could have said, we were twins born two years apart. And when my mom called me and said she passed, my heart sank I hated the world so much. Reading this has made me cry as if she just died yesterday. I'm 26 now and she has been gone 12 yrs today. Nothing good will ever come from knowing this dark demon, So don't ever try him, no matter how unbearable life is seemin'. My sister is presently dying of multiple cancer. I can relate to this poem sooo soo much. She was only 43. This is a beautiful poem. Who beckoned you to come to that distant shore. When he is found the next morning, he has developed chills then a high fever but Flicka was alive. She went through so much crap in her life to die so violently and senselessly. Recommended by The Wall Street Journal Its funny I saw a comment on here from a Terri in Massachusetts and my heart jumped, that was my sister's name and she lived there in Massachusetts....I wish it was my sister writing that note cause then she would still be here. My thoughts are bombarded with so many questions. whenever I could. My friend, Andy Maize (Skydiggers) and I have been collaborating through […] Keep Reading. Thank you! Thank you so much for sharing your poem with the world and especially with others who are grieving the loss of a sister. My husband and family are great but I know they don't understand how deep the hurt is. Instead, you'd want warm memories and love to remain. This past weekend, I was commiserating about 30s singledom with my friend “Steve,” a 35-year-old TV producer who lives in Chicago. My little sister. She died by my side due to brief illness, Since then I feel so lonely cause she's my best friend, I move with her memory in my heart always. She was in the back seat of a car with her friends. Thank you for sharing your emotions and writing this poem, it's absolutely beautiful and captures all of my feelings in the midst of my grief. She had a failed heart surgery. It made me cry. I cry cry and cry but did not get them back. I prayed in silence all the way to the hospital but no matter how much I or anyone prayed god had already welcomed my sister with open arms, but I do thank you for those last moments with her to touch and hold her. Her heart was molded from gods own hands. She has accomplished what she came here to do and has now moved on to the next phase. Your words echo my own. Belinda- I love your poem- it is beautiful!! Our tour to Australia and New Zealand has once again been postponed and has been rescheduled to early 2022. It's like a film being played over and over in my head. One accurate version. She was my best friend and my partner in crime, and I feel soo alone. This poem says everything about her, even her eye color. I had to sit behind a planter to see them on the other side. She was a beautiful, goofy, and bright little 7 year old. I will always miss my baby sister but I know God will help me through it all. She is gone, but I do have memories I will forever cherish. I send my warm loving vibes of familiarity to you. Your poem touches me in the deepest crevices of grief. For now, it feels as though time will never heal this wound, but I keep praying that God will guide me down this road I do not want to be on. she was in her twenties. I feel confused and still can’t wrap my mind around her. I lost my sister 4 years back but still I miss her every day. I laughed, cried, and pleaded, until one night I took a walk around the hospital halls and sat for a second in the guest area and shut my eyes. How can GOD be so cruel. Every day I miss her, she was my best friend not only my big sister. Another album up, more left to come!Enjoy, comment, rate (and Subscribe if you love this song! To say I'm heart-broken and crushed is not even close of how I feel after losing my best friend in the world. I can't wait to see her again.. I miss them so much. God Bless You. My sister died the other day 1st of July 2010 she was only 20 a graduating student, she doesn't drink or smoke then she died due to kidney problems. That Wednesday will forever be burned in my memory. :( I love you Sandi, my sister and forever friend! I lost my Special Needs sister on August 28,2012 and I still cry at the mention of her name. Ken persists, however, and Rob reluctantly agrees to let him have the filly. I'm so very sorry for your loss as I know exactly how you feel - I too lost my dear sister suddenly. I love your poem. My niece is there with us now. I can't believe it to this day. I lost my sister a year ago. I lost two of my sisters at the gap of only three months. It does not beat anymore, and I just can't make myself believe she is not coming to spend the night with me one more time. It has absolutely been rough, hard, and difficult. She went back to work on Thursday 3rd, her boss had redone her office. My sister was taken tragically in a car accident on August 14, 2012, she was 3 months pregnant with her first child that she had longed for, and was only 29 years old. Elizabeth: Darcy "takes care of him". The morning Chocks found you in Eternal Sleep, was so hard knowing that I didn't get to say Goodbye! The poem is something that came to me about 6 months after my sister's sudden death. She was in ICU for 7 days and on a ventilator for 3 days, diagnosed with sinus vein thrombosis. I miss her so much. We rushed her to the hospital, which deemed her condition serious. When my baby sister passed away Monday 3-27-17, I read this at her funeral. Oh, if I could have only kept you near, I miss her calling me on the phone saying I love you. She was understandably totally devastated and heartbroken when she lost her true twin soul. Reading back that journal helped me realize my sister is part of who I am, and how much she loved me and would be sad knowing her death was breaking my heart. hope all is well brother. Yes, cell phone addiction is real. Although I cry and stand grief-stricken by your grave, She was so awesome and I miss her so...every day. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life without her. I know the bond they had and this poem says it all. It’s been two months and two days since my older sister, Marlene, passed. Thank you for writing such an amazingly beautiful poem that I will keep close to my heart. My sister committed suicide at her 39 years, she left the best memories in my life. So many bad things happened to her in life. I love her and will miss her being near me. My sister died close to three months ago at the very young age of 45 of cystic fibrosis. On good days I get out there and try to live stronger…for her. Things are different now it's just me and my little brother because the fella up stairs love to hurt me so much.. As I read this poem I couldn't help but cry. l miss the connection we shared. They sadly both passed away in 2015, within seven months of each other. It's been almost eight years since, but the tear in my heart is not healed. I lost my junior after child birth on 9 Nov, 2010. My name is Julia, I'm 22 and I just lost my sister on May 18th suddenly with no warning. But all my pleas you could not hear. Forever thankful, I am 17 and my little sister passed away 6 months ago. If you're … My sister never made friends. Rob is often unsatisfied with Ken, who daydreams when he should be attending to practical matters; Nell, however, shares her son's sensitive nature and is more sympathetic. I want you to know - I have been to Heaven - it's real - it is the only thing that gives me solace now that my mom and my sister died. I remember her teaching me how to tie my shoelaces. I am prey to misery and depression. I wish so much that things had been different so that she did not feel compelled to take this path. There is not a day that goes by that I don't miss my best friend. "Your life will never be the same," he said. I lost my sister to suicide this past year, she hung herself in my younger sisters home, she lived a couple weeks with no sign of improving, we decided to take her off life support. She was generous and would give, even if it left her without. These words and feelings show that nothing can take away the loss and the pain, until we meet our sisters again hopefully. Not a single day goes by without me thinking about her, I miss her dearly.. I LOVE YOU SIS. Then my favorite English teacher recommended I read Misery. All the Goose Bar horses with this strain have been fast and beautiful, but untameable, and after many years of trying to break just one of them, Rob has decided to get rid of them all. Looking back I can't think of anything that could make things that bad to do something so permanent. Losing his beloved twin daughters made our dear dad have a total breakdown, and he followed them nine months later. I am dead too...I just want to be gone. it is her 11th birthday today, and I came across this poem. older by 7 minutes My sister Pat meant the world to me, and always will. She had been fighting lupus for just over a year. We were both in our 50's and we lived together. Words to this effect appeared in the work of Sophocles … Little did we know that Mette would follow Mari "to the other shore" within seven months. You will never be forgotten. Then I got the most horrific, hysterical phone call from my mommy. I lost my sister and then 4 months later my brother, both very close to me. Although she is still here now my heart is broken and empty and lost all the things in this poem already mean so much I know that when she is gone this will be the perfect one.xx. 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